BLUE SKY

2007-06-27T14:34:00.000+08:00

been so bored slacking at home that i just took a couple of personal test online...
haiz...waiting for that certain somebody to come back is so long...
going to work on fri and sat...hopefully the pay will be faster this time..
really quite sian workin wen u cant get the pay...but i take it as i'm hlping a fren ba...

You're a Total Middle!
Are You High Maintenance?

Material Upkeep

less maintenance .............................more maintenance
Maybe you're self-sufficient and practical, or maybe you're just slightly unkempt. Either way, you tend to think that top-of-the-line products are unnecessary and excessive, and you don't indulge yourself with more than you need. We think it's safe to say that you don't put much emphasis on the how trendy or high-quality your products and possessions are. You're a firm believer in the philosophy of "less is more."

Emotional Upkeep

less maintenance.............................more maintenance

You like being a top priority in your partner's life, but you also respect his/her independence — good for you! Sure, it's important for you to feel valued and appreciated in your relationship, but your expectations for your significant other tend to be realistic and attainable. You definitely know how you want to be treated, but you don't think the only fulfilling relationship is one filled with constant doting.

Personal Upkeep

less maintenance.................................more maintenance

You definitely care about how you present yourself, but probably not enough to let your appearance dictate what you do, where you go, and who you spend time with. Sure, you take pride in your appearance, but you know that some things are more important than looks. That's a great attitude — looks like you've achieved a very healthy balance between narcissism and neglect.

The Passion Predictor
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You're a Guardian Angel!

Chances are you've kicked around the idea of settling down on some shady lane with your honey and maybe even thought about having a kid or a couple of pets. Even if you've never cooked a pot roast or picked out fabric for curtains, we'll bet you've got solid nurturing instincts nestled within. That's why, when it comes to your partner, you're the Mother Teresa of romantic relationships. Doing little things like planning cool vacations and jotting a quick love note, tells your partner daily how much you care. This A+ quality not only makes you a compassionate lover, but also a trusted friend.Here's the rub: You're ready to give and give, but sometimes you might get resentful when your significant other doesn't return the favor. It can be difficult for you to let people fend for themselves, but try to focus on maintaining balance. Be sure to look out for number one, and try to indulge yourself as often as you indulge those you care about.

What Type Are You?
You're a Hopeless Romantic!

Do you swoon when a guy recites poetry to you? Go ga-ga over a bouquet of hand-picked wildflowers? Then there's no doubt about it — you're a textbook Hopeless Romantic. Chances are you love soft music, candlelight, and long walks on the beach at sunset. Crying at sappy movies (your favorite kind) is a given — a box of tissues is a must — and you've have had your wedding planned since grade school. You're looking for a deep relationship — a soulmate. Traditional and sympathetic, guys love that they can open up to you and talk to you about their feelings, their past, and their hopes for the future. How can a suitor win your heart? By romancing you. Sending you flowers, surprising you with a picnic lunch, or going for a horse-drawn carriage ride. Before you know it, you'll be creating a life-long love story.

What's Your Signature Color?

Your signature color is Aqua Paradise

Khoo, your signature color is Aqua Paradise

You're one-of-a-kind, that's for sure. A unique individual like you will make her mark with a bold, eye-catching color that's not afraid to be noticed. That's why we're pairing you up with Aqua Paradise. Your friends may sometimes question your choices in everything from what you wear to who you date, but they are likely to admire your willingness to experience all that life has to offer. In fact, it wouldn't surprise us if your experimental nature has helped you become ultra-secure in yourself — and that's a great way to be. You've also probably got a creative way of looking at the world that gives you a unique approach to solving problems, at home and at work. And your offbeat opinions and adventurous spirit likely make you a compelling character to pal around with. So keep it up, Aqua, and never give up on whatever paradise you seek!

yays....i like all the results...
aqua paradise sound so nice...

2007-05-30T16:38:00.000+08:00

Been watching Condor Hero

think the whole thing is quite nicely filmed...but some of the special effect is really really fake..

i watch it for only one thing....

her...

so so so pretty...i'm in love

even pretty wen shes on a funfair ride..awww....

2007-05-06T17:14:00.000+08:00

Theres an end to everything...

and i guess we had reach ours....

but i'm still very happy that it was you....

Thank you for lighting up my path for me...

Thank you for comforting me when i felt lost...

i had felt your warmth through the darkest shadows....

i shared many beautiful memories with u..

but of course there are dark memories too....

but lets let go of the sad memories and keep only the happy ones...

i know i will...will you?

i seem very calm and unaffected.....

but that was because i had thought it out...

yes...this is better for both of us..

it had pained me to see you sad....

but i know that you are strong

i will learn to stand on my own....

and i hope you will not be lonely for too long..

lets try to do better in our lifes....

i wish u all the best....

take care...

2007-05-04T18:34:00.000+08:00

another post about food...inspired by the sucess of her 'katong' laska mother cook up another storm of 'penang, laska and it is dam dam damn good~

yummymummylickcious

beautiful

introducing blue ang ku gui~another creation by mother

the best one i ever tasted...probally because i rarely eat ang ku gui as i don like the taste...i only eat this because its in such a beautiful colour

sweet coconut filling...i couldnt take those with yellow bean filling (yuck!) , i would puke when those touch my taste bub...

On a different note...

i think i should really try to change my attitude,...
got this type of unbearable feeling that i'm drifting away from everyone , the feeling of an outcast/extra...i really donno y i get upset over tiny tiny things...and y is everyone like backing away from me...am i simply too calculative? or am i too quiet and too unnoticeable.....or was it because i say too much things..and unknowingly offended pple?....i want to be in control of who i am , of how i feel, how i think....i don mind changing a little to suit others but sometimes i really donno how....

2007-04-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

mother cooked laksa...

wic was great cuz i'm in those 'laksa craving' days...

my fave=)~with lotsa 'laksa leaves'

my 'Hum' my gorgeous 'hum' ...i simply love hum....could eat them all day if not for my sensitive skin=(

mumm mumm~

2007-03-23T13:44:00.000+08:00

i'm a piece of worthless shit..
trample on me and piss on me..
i'm worthless....noone wants me..
ohmygod...i'm suicidal...
haha...noone cares...

2007-03-23T12:51:00.000+08:00

am i being fooled?

am i being played?

i am not a toy....wad ever sin i did i do not deserved to be played like this...

am i simply too naive to think tad everything will be all right?

he made me feel so safe,but suddenly he just simply push me aside

yes...i was too stupid..to think tad everything is ok.....

maybe he wanted to get back at me..

if he wanted that he completely succeed...bravo..

arrr....he could just turn off the phone...i called at least 10plus time..crying painfully till e end of each dial tone...

i don't want your money!!!!...i only wanted you at my side...

wad had happen to me...i became so dependent on u...now i simply felt like ripping myself apart..

they are all like that...leaving me suddenly and without any notice..

its always like tad..

wen my father leave me i didn't even noe till i saw my mother and sister arranging his death documents...

wtf...is this karma...

i really donno wad is happening....WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING...

HOW CAN I NOE WAD TO DO IF I DONNO WAD IS HAPPENING

i feel lost....so lost..and noone can tell me wad to do...

2007-03-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

Frozen bird nest

i like my bird nest cold and partly frozen,e yellowish bits are ginseng ,ginseng are bitter but wen cooked with rock sugar and bird nest for long long time it become soft and sweet..i like:)

aint it just beautiful?

2007-03-06T10:31:00.000+08:00

yes...

i'm slowly learning to let go.......

actually i had long decided to let go........but i had the wrong ideas from him....i had thought he was able to accept......
but i realise that was just wistful thinking on my part.....
maybe even if we were be able to be together.....he wouldnt be happy and he wouldnt be able to do wad he wanted to do.....
i been too selfish...simply too selfish....
yest i watched a tv drama on chn 8...i thought the drama is full of cheesy crap....but in yest last episode...there was this supposedly wise old guy who say ' life is full of regrets,but if it is devoid of happy memories,it itself is the biggest regret...'
well, it made some sense to me....
somehow it sounds comforting....
i should be contended with just the happy memories.....
i always been uncontended with wad i had......even when he was such i nice guy i had to ruin him...
i had never regret the choices i made, the things i did...except of course, the thing i did to him..
i learnt my lesson...a huge lesson....
the wrong i did will never be erase..but i can choose to move on...and do wad is best for us...

2007-03-04T23:57:00.000+08:00

he deleted the pics in friendster.....he did....
i thought he would delete them off one by one...
but he deleted them all at one go........only leaving those that seem like 'friends only'
y do i care so much,y do i fuss so much.......i dont noe...
i look at all e photos in my profile and dont even noe hw to delete them...
even those which has turn to a grey question mark pic because i grabbed them from him...
i tried to delete..i cant even click the delete icon......
yes...its only pics
yes.......for wad i done he has already done a lot for me....he has already been very nice very patience...he dont need to be here......he could/should just walk away or kick me away...
i noe.......all this i noe....
but that doen't stop my heart for tearing into million pieces.....
maybe i dont even have a heart.....for wad i had done........
i really did felt for him.....did have real feelings for him...my tear are not just tears......it really did hurt...its like the inside of me is being stabbed and stabbed again......
i really want him to be happy.....i really dont want to bother him....but it sometimes hurt so much that i could only think about myself
my mother is right......i'm a selfish person...
and maybe he is right i'm always think i'm right,always not considering for others...
but it is so depressing to think that you are a slut that you are dirty..
i did wrong..........i admit it....i really did wrong.....even i was to suffer it was because i ruin myself......and him......
i so wanted to give him a great relationship......so wanted to make up for the hurt he had experience before our relationship.....but wad had i done.....i made it even worse for him.....

2007-02-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

tried to control the tears.....but it just came out.....drops by drops, slowing forming droplets on my lap..
it taste salty..a concentrate of the pins and pangs of my heart over the past week....
i manageaged to not cried...i try to let the matter go
but now its unstoppable
since when had he rebel against my words or brush them aside
since when had he push me away when i try to touch him and avoid my lips
since when had he treat me like i'm nothing important
and when will he detest e mere presence of me.....
or maybe i'm worth nothing....
not even worthy for his hatred....
i miss him now more than ever.....
but then again its like i'm clinging to him...like a fungi..a dirty shameless scum...
i want ever so much to be close to him but thn again....wad if it will make him detest me
i guess if things don turn out e way i hope
i will have to be contented with the mere memories of him....

to him: u have carved a beautiful picture in my heart and i will keep it with me always

2007-02-20T11:15:00.000+08:00

'Zhu' You Happy New Year~

my nail art for new year..a little piggie

see? i can make them kiss...

Hong baos!!

i didnt get a lot but i did get one with very cute red packet...

aint it just cute?

and wen u pull the tag with an arrow

it open up with a chubby girl and little chick...just like those children pop up book

only better...

2007-02-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine Day

may all pple find their love one..

a half white half black chocolate strawberry for me

2007-02-11T14:57:00.000+08:00

sometimes u really have to lost something before u noe how to cherish...

i also learnt that there is not solutions for all mistakes u made...

but i did wad i could...e rest i will leave to fate.....but i will wait....i will..

very moody.....but i try to laugh and joke as normal...

e more happy i seem on the outside e more pained and sad i am inside...

but all this wrong is done by me...so wad right do i have to wimp?

right now i just don wish to think about this thing....

just painted my nails....my classmate said that i should take photo of nail i did....can sent as resume for manicurist job...keke

nice?

i did other designs but were too lazy to take pic

pink flower~ i draw this with pink nail polish and toothpick

more nail vain pic

2006-12-13T17:42:00.000+08:00

This photos are taken ages ago but were too lazy to post them till now...

??%$&#@!SCAVANGER HUNT?? for front office

our front office teacher gave us a hang out n ask our class to form groups,go to the places stated on the hang out n take pics with our face on it to earn bonus marks for front office..

The chopstick

Tan wee on a cow...why?...because he is tan wee -_-

Duckie tour

cass thinks the fountain look romantical~

Long bar...the birth place of 'singapore sling'

Random sovenior shop at chijmes

erm...i forgot wad place is this...hehe

starting to feel tired for the long walk n hot sun

Aircon!! finally

Art gallery....not open though...

The oldest church

e thai bronze elephant~

raffle*.........love this pic

Art musesum

can c?..we been here

ooo ha yoooo

e fulleton

merlion*...a lot of pple there

me n dar dar

i think tis is the parliment hse?

yes........we can model anywhere anytime..e last stop!!!

me n turtle resting at esplandane*

saw some art display* on e way out...

i made him stand there....hee

wads for dinner?..pepper lunch!!> pepper beef rice

dear is very hungry

*~the end~*

2006-10-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

INCOMING BIRTHDAY ON THE 30TH!!!
hee*

i got my bday present lor~
muhaha....first time i got my present so many days early...

and
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tada~

the wrapping nice right~
i had unwrapped it in sch to let sarah how me how to use the gift thn wrapped it back again...
just goes to show that my gift wrapping skill is good...muahaha

isnt it just the cutest oil burner you ever seen?
just nice i wanted to buy a oil burner~

just adore the cute little teapot where u put the oil

and it has a cute little lid...hee*

Thanks guys~

2006-10-07T18:53:00.000+08:00

a strangely motivational south park clip...to me anyway..=p

2006-10-02T19:14:00.000+08:00

a rather funny yet pathetic jacky show clip

u noe...i thought it was very funny at first......but its like the old couple poor thing sia......wad are their friends and family gonna think.....oh well...i guess that is taiwan vaierty show for u.....

thanks min diz for senting me the clip~

2006-10-01T10:45:00.000+08:00

pardon me..i am mad about south park...this is a clip of south park theme song in dialect...muahaha...funni

IMF 2006

2006-09-27T20:20:00.000+08:00

u see posters everywhere...u see gems ads on tv....
but is IMF really such a big event...
i and other 47 pple from A&B class of shatec are told that we will be having the greatest honour of serving minsters and Vips at the VIP lounge newly builted at e transit just for this shorter than two week event...
we will be paid $35 per day of 12 hours of work...and we should be very grateful for this 'life time experience'
well...if wad u mean by 'life time experience' is stand at the lounge,serve these VIPs drinks,wipe table, drools and stare into empty space,i guess i got tons of 'life time experience' from this IMF...

my entry to inside the transit,where u can look at alcohol that is sold at damn cheap price but u cant buy them...everytime i walk pass the duty free shop with my classmate sarah she will be cursing under her breath...keke=P

they are selling two of these at $38,we won't even complaint if we need to pay Gst or tax or whatever shit,pple who are taking planes to overseas when u come back plz find time to shop in the transit area.......its nice~...and sometimes the things sold there cannot be found outside

captive no.10

night shift was more fun than the morning shift,u can sit in the lounge roam around the transit and do wadever hell u like...too bad i'm in the morning shift...my shift we cant sit in the lounge...and there must always be one pple outside

but i guess as time goes by it is better when u find things to do..

i drawn this based on the flower display around the lounge

but after a few days there it's ok la, we change the chn on the plasma tv at the lounge so at least we can watch tv.....the night shift pple even use it to watch singapore idol and soccer...morning shift we are more decent...we watch national geography...i tell u...the documentries i watched in that less thn two weeks is more thn wad i watch for my past 17 years...but ok lar...documentries are quite nice
then in my shift we came out with a roster such that there will always be two pple on duty but u 'work' for half an hour u get a hour break...clever right..keke..so i just go to lounge stand there watch one documentry thn i can break for one hr le...quite shiok..too bad we only started it in the last few days
also get to noe more pple...the grey suits...keke
they came from singapore poly and NS, at first i thought they are quite tao...but turns out they are ok.......the grey suits and shatec pple even play bingo and murderer in the other wing..and at least there is pple to talk to..
but the last few days of IMF is quite horror,the poly students is mostly gone..and the NS guys all mostly went to hotel to help out...
so the whole lounge is only left with shatec student, and hell dam...the place is like ghost town...lucky we end operation early on 21 sep...
even though the pay sucks...and the job is damn sian...i think i'm kindna gonna miss that place...

i just love kenny>so cute

2006-09-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

2006-09-24T14:47:00.000+08:00

well i decide that since that i could be bored till i read every blogs and frienster profile i noe exist i may as well blog a little...
take note that the posts below are actually all posted today but i changed the dates to make it more actual..
what the hell....i am so dam bored,i think i had almost watch all the mad tv videos exist on youtube

Tiramisu day

2006-08-27T15:34:00.000+08:00

i made tiramisu~
i was flipping though some of my sister old 'woman weekly' mags wen i saw a recipe for orange tiramisu
upon noting that the recipe require no baking i decide to try making it..

This is the recipe in case u are interested

ORANGE TIRAMISU

(serve 6)
500g mascarpone cheese(avaliable in supermarket)
3 tbsps orange concentrate(avaliable in supermarket)
2 tbsps dark rum
1 tsp vanilla extract
125g caster sugar
250 ml thickened cream (avaliable in supermarket)
24 sponge finger (avaliable in supermarket)
2 cup espresso coffee
3 orangges, peeled, seeded and cubed
250g semi-sweet or bittersweet chocolate

steps:
1. combine mascarpone,orange concentrate,rum and vanilla extract.gradually fold in sugar
2. in a chilled bowl,whip cream until soft peaks form.Fold cream into mascarpone mixture.
3. place half of the biscuits in a flat baking dish ; pour half espresso over.let biscuits absorb espresso for 10 secs lift them out of dish;arrange in a singel layer in a 15x30 cm glass dish
4. spread half mascarpone mixture over biscuits.top with some orange cubes.repeat process with remaining ingredients,until you have two layers of biscuits and mascarpone grate chocolate over top.
5.cover and refrigerate for 2 hrs.serve cold

look simple enough?..the ingredient look easy enough to find...with avaliable in supermaket written all over them
but mind u i went to 3 different supermarket i still could not find the complete ingredients...
sponge biscuits,seem like anywhere also have right...but i only found in at the third supermarket i went to at woodlands

i have have kept this bicuits for almost two months, wonder they can still be eaten?

i replaced most of the ingredient bcuz i could find them.
mascarpone cheese i replace with cream spread cheese , thickened cream i replace with whipping cream,espresso i replace with 3-in-1 coffee mix, i have no orange or dark rum so i used orange cointreau instead
hey...so i guess my tiramisu is quite original...keke

nice?

the tase is ok i guess , first time i make a cake other thn in the tolite anyway...keke

nails - made in JB

2006-07-30T14:52:00.000+08:00

i had found a shopping haven...JB
its like u wont even think when u are buying things there....everything is like half price- because of forex, one of the few words i learnt in front office for currency exchange
i didnt save any money so i couldnt buy any thing there but i did get my nails done...
i alway diy nail art thus its the first time i got my nail done by other pple.....
the service was ok i guess, though the pple working there seem like in a rush to end work so the result is rather 'rough'

but still its amazing wad drawings they can make...
and guess how much it cost...
its actual cost is 24 rm...but they ran out of small blue crystals so they use the big ones, thus it now cost 30 rm...or was it the cashier's bad accounting?
well, it is still dam cheap as 30 rm = to about S$13
and i totally love the shade of the nail polish

in fact i asked the girl where did they bought the nail polish, it was from the face shop
lucky me, there is so many branches in singapore, i could easily buy th nail polish whenever i want..
note the maroon nails?thats my nails now,nice?=P

2006-07-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

this is another of those days when anything can made me upset....

so i see...relationship is just a convenient thing...its just like normal friends who hold hand, kiss n have tad thing together..not very special wad..now i noe...y am i so stupid..i always thought relationship are so special....right now i just want stab my heart again n again.......y am i always kicking a fuss out of nothing?...i dunno....all the pple i love i care about n who also loved me before will suddenly don like me anymore suddenly leave me.....i feel so alone ....like i'm the only person i noe....
i am hating myself....y are pple around me drifting away from me...am i really so detestable? i want to be myself but is the true me so hateful?...i don want to sink back to the old me...so timid n not daring to express myself....
u can say i'm a attention seeker or a wannabe...iam one....
should i try again to change myself to a more likeable person
i'm so tired...y could pple effortlessly made friends and i had to work so hard towards it....

there are friends around me now that had been really great....juz hope tad my detestable,hateful character won't turn them away
i always see the bad things cuz i don want to be disapointed
but i guess went u keep seeing bad things u say a lot of rubbish

after crying and typing messily i feel much better
let me have another hit at trying to be a better person.....

i will try...

2006-06-26T11:44:00.000+08:00

in life i want a lot of things..
but wad i really want now is to finish my studies and go out to work...
i don want to wait for another or two more year...i want now!!
i am sick of lessons..sick of exams..sick of dpending on my mother...
i dont love my mother..you could maybe say its repect which is wearing thin every time she mock me...saying i'm a good for nothing..brainless..that if she had known better she wouldnt have give birth to me...and that shes regretting not aborting me..
i had long given hope that she will love n care for me the way i wish she could...but i couldnt stand it when she say those awful things..
i want to repay all that she had given me and wad she has not...i just want to break free...to belong to myself...

age 17..crying too much

2006-06-23T15:48:00.000+08:00

is it true that wen a guy turn twenty something , he put less emotion.. less feelings in relationshp...or does it differ with different pple...
being the greedy gal...i want want someone to love me ..to dote on me straight from the heart , not someone trying so hard to please me...that he suffers..that he cannot be himself..
peharbs its all my fault...i should have waited...shouldn't have rush things...
for would you chesish something thrown at your doorstep? i guess not..
i was that thing , shamelessly thrown myself at him..don ask me y...i had helplessly fallen in love wif him...
to love a person you pay a price..
let all my shedded tears, my heart pangs be the price...i do not wish to lost him...
i wish i could be less emotional...less caculating....then peharbs we can be more happy together....but i cant....that is me...
but i trust that we can overcome the diffences.
i believe we will be better over the times and that time will smooth problems....
i know that i cannot lose u....
i love u

2006-06-14T14:52:00.000+08:00

so long so dam long never blog le...really abit rusty...
i am now halfway through my exams....cant wait for it to end....two weeks of holiday this time....yea~
haiz.....i don think i will score too well....my mind is like blank wen i saw the pages...
i actually got a lot on my mind the past few days.....but i guess i had forgetten them....or i had let the thoughts go.....
i donno how to write the thought down....they are here..buzzing in my head...but its getting fader n fader....

2006-01-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

great aunts n balding uncles are sleeping over at my house....

great...simply great...

not tad i hate them or anything...they are nice pple..
but when are are visitors in the house...you just cant get on wif yur usual tasks....

on 11th june 2005 marks one of the happiest time in my life...
bcuz my bossy sis finally got married after 25 long years...
to a really really really nice guy(so nice i sometimes wonder y he chose my sis...hee*) woe i am now suppose to call jie fu~
i'm really happy for her...but bez of all is...
regain freedom!!!(me)
and finally a room to myself~
and now my mum is sleeping in my room to let e relatives sleep in the masterbed room...

so being the half guai half not guai daugther i am...i move to e top of my double decker bed

and let my mummy sleep at e bottom...
noe y my mummy sleeping area looks so uncomfortable...
i found out y wen i took a afteroon nap ( bcuz the great aunts n uncles is chatting in the living room...no tv...i feel weird..n i think its bcuz i haven had a afternoon nap for years..)
the pillow is so hard n lumpy...
i think it's e pillow left by my niece wen she n her bro came to stay years ago..
poor mummy...she gave her ever so soft pillow to her aunt n sleep on this rocky pillow..
at times like tis i really thinks that shes a great person...
my heard hurts after sleeping 3 hrs on it...n even now i'm dizzy..
no wonder mummy is turning in her sleep yest...keke..hers snores are so cute...
poor poor mummy....
nvm swop pillow wif her lata...hope she don find out...hee*

i feel so bloated today.....
tad i had diffcultly moving around...
feel so heatly now...shouldn't have ate the durians...
muz drink lotsa salt water if not will have fever tml....

gulp gulp gulp~

my whole body hurts....my head is all wobblely n spinning,
n i'm bleeding to death....
ouch*

on a happier note...i mark yest 14/1/06 so the sweetiest day of my life..
shall think of the day whenever i want sweet dreams...
n only one very cute turtle noes y....
hee*

urg....feel so uncomfortable now, i may even puke on my keyboard...
need to drink salt water!!!! =s

2006-01-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

arh.....hostess for e third day n i cant stand it le!!!
wad is hostess in ocbc(restaurant i'm working in) sense?
stand at hostess stand, smile,do nth....
wahh....i simply cannot tahan stand for 8 hrs do nth lor...
somemore muz die die cannot leave e hostess stand...haiz...
and e other hostess keep disappearing to god noes where..so noone pei wo....sob sob*
anyway got so bored today tad i started to draw......

doesnt it look like me....hee* cute*

and this look like someone* haha...inspired by esplanade that can be seen from e restaurant window...

we got free dinner at ocbc~
we ate black pepper fried dolly fish , stir fried vegies n locust soup...
i ate a lot...but wen i get home i want something to bite~
so i pop into the kitchen and sure enough my mummy left food for me~ yum~

u may be wondering...wad the hell is this?
do no judge by it's somehow weird appearance..it taste really nice~
the dish is called lei char(thunder tea,direct eng translation..haha)
its made of stir fried/boiled vegies n nuts mixed with rice n hot tea poured over it...
since mummy donno how to make e tea, she simply cooked the vegies n rice and we ate it without the tea...

not bad....not bad at all...
haa~ i'm gonna gain weight if i keep eating ' supper'

2006-01-08T22:39:00.000+08:00

blogging blogging blogging~

today went to expo to attend church service wid my most favorvite turtle in the world...
overall its not bad....at least turtle didnt fall asleep...keke...
i think e pple at e service look very cute when they hop/jump/dance to e church songs..
e service ended at 3pm...
n we went to tampines mall to eat our lunch/breakfast+lunch...
e gang start to get bored n began to mix various food together...
fishball soup , prawns, ice cube, sago...n etc etc etc...
zi jian even created a new soup... made of ingredients u would rather not know...
he n simon even drank a spoonful of e horrible soup
rather sicko thing to do...keke
aftertad we went to play pool...
i think my skills are 'deproving'...but i do play better in jeans...freedom of movement..haha
hmm....we only played for a short while so only played 3 games with turtle..
after tad went home at around 7pm...

to enjoy my mummy's delicous curry

of all my mummy dishes...her best dish is her curry...
she cooked chicken, vegetable,fish curry..
but tis is her new creation...ribs curry(pai gu curry)

yummy~

i also drank coke lime....

e taste is not bad...a slight hint of lime.....not overpowering....juz nice.....i like sour sour drinks...keke
pluz it goes well wif my mummy's famous curry...yum~

tml start attachment again lor~
yea...back to afternoon shift tml...can sleep till bao bao thn go to my favorvite work place...
too bad tml cant see my favorvite person...

haiz....will be missing my dear dear turtle tml...
nitez everybody....bros n sistas...lao pos..lao gong...keke

2006-01-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

well well well...looks like lazy lazy mei shan is too bo chup to update her blog again....
keke...
well....quite a lot of things happened tis few days....happy ones...funni ones...
i got to know new hot babes from my attachment workplace...OCBC excusetive club~(tata!!)
and a gang of gentlemanly nice ah bengs....keke

hmmm....i went to a brible study yesterday
honestly speaking i wasnt very keen to go at first...
but my friend hong bin is so sincere n nice...i just went...
its not bad.....rather inspiring n i did gained some knowledge ( wow~)
but e funniest thing happen....
we went to e esplanade library in search of seats n a quiet surrounding...
and hong bin took out wad seems like a worksheet n a ans sheet...
he placed the worksheet in front of me and hold on to e ans sheet...
common senses prompt me to read through e paper ( like exam ma...)
n thn tis siao de hong bin juz snatch e paper away...
i stared at him blankly...mouth wide wide....thn he put e worksheet in front of me n asked me to read...
finding it ridiculous to the point of amusment...i broke into hesteric laughters...hong bin following suit...
we laughed for a long time...so far so wilson arrived...haha
after tad we went to watch wilson eat dinner ( i was too full from coffee club...n siao hong bin isnt hungry...)
i like coffee club...e cappuccino ice cream thingy drink i had was so nice...e crispy fries cost $6... i n my third wife samantha decided tad it could make up two large packet of mac/bk fries....n its dam crispy....e chicken was a bit too dry...but nice nevertheless...
thn we went to e arcade for a short while n had a few games of pool...
wilson n hong bin started first....by their average shots i thought they are probaly average...
but as they warm up they are quite good...
dunno wad happened to me...couldnt give any my good shots....those give away balls i also cannot get in...haha...need to play often liao...
at the end of the game...i think we are are tired after a long day...we play until like zombies liao...
sian sian...keke
well...
there is another happy + funny thing tad had happen to me tis two days...
but i shall keep it within myself to cherish and savour....hee*
haha....happy bo~
i very happy.....lalala~
nitez everybody~

2005-12-30T02:05:00.000+08:00

today is the third day of my attachment at OCBC....its actually quite nice there..n i feel very lucky to be choosen to work there...haha
pple at petals n rossette...nah nah nah ni bo bo...muahahaha
rather love it here...n hope it stays e same way...
got to work wif no pay...
but rather rewarding as well cuz working wif a group of great frenz n pple....
there is like only one or two reservation per night tis week...
but imagine $100 per person woe is eating...
tis pple really rich sia...

today is also one of my bao bei gf's bdae....
n her name is samantha...
happy 19th~
went to drink n ktv to celebrate her bdae...
somehow...i sense something is bothering her....
n i hope all the problems can be reslove...
samantha isnt samantha without her playfullness n joyful self...haiz...
played 5, 10 15( drinking fist game)
i got a tinny bit drunk on heineken...cant blame me lor...i'm only innocent 17~
kekeke
but i very self control ma....
so i only drink until i slightly ' high' only....n its only those small bottle..3 or 4 of them...
erm....thn we sang songs...my voice as ever...flat or out of pitch...haiz...
talk crap a little...
n went home at 11plus.....
got to work tml....
but lucky afternoon shift....can slp till late late...hee~

2005-12-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

i'm starting my attachment tml~

and i'm saying good bye to my nails tonight....

arhh.....my nails....
took me two weeks to grow...
half an hour to trim....n polish.......

three words can mean so much....

ahya.......
and now its all gone.....

haiz....now no long nails le....sob sob*
booohoooo~
well...at least after attachment can keep nails...yea~

never thought i will be ironing uniforms after i grad frm sec sch....
i am so wrong.....
now i'm in shatec..e students wear long white blouse and black A line shirt for girls n long black pants for guys...
i use to think tad its suited for attending a funeral but now i'm starting to like it...

cuz it look kinda formal n professional in a way...
even the red vest n bow tie tad make us look like penquins...

2005-12-24T17:06:00.000+08:00

Its a lego...
its a pink colour bar of soap...

Its agar agar made by none other than me!!!

See how bo liao i am??
But its yummy yummy yummy~ =)

I wanted take pic of the batch of agar agar....
but wen i took it out of the fridge...

hey!!!....i haven eat yet lae....wad happen to the other half of the agar agar??!!

well....at least it means that my agar agar is delicious....

plus there is still some left to eat.....

yummy~ pandan flavour*

mmm....mei shan is a happy girl....keke..

my cute dao yao shi de niece....aww*

2005-12-23T15:39:00.000+08:00

I am so bored lately i actually blogged...wow*
and since i'm so bored i actually did a couple of those internet quizzes..
actually i like doing them...its...an unspeakable sensation...(no lar!)
well anyway they are quite interesting...
i came across tis one about what colour my blog should be....

Your Blog Should Be Blue

Your blog is a peaceful, calming force in the blogosphere.
You tend to avoid conflict - you're more likely to share than rant.
From your social causes to cute pet photos, your life is a (mostly) open book.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

ain't i clever? hee*..
i got e right colour for my blog way before i did this quiz...wow*
okok...don throw thing at me*... i noe i very bo liao..haha...

2005-12-23T15:21:00.000+08:00

My name is....
in Irish....
CLARA O' FARELL
go figure...
kinda like it...maybe next time pple can call me clara...keke=P
but its kinda cheating pple cuz i retry tis quiz several time and e results are all different...but i like tis name...
clara o'farell...sound noble lae....hee~
go find the Irish in u~

Your Irish Name Is...

Clara O'Farrell

What's your Irish Name?

i also found some of my other names...
in jappanese....

Your Japanese Name Is...

Natsuko Nomiya

What's your Japanese Name?

and my name in french...
great...i alway wanted to know....

Your French Name is:

Fantine Langlois

What's Your French Name?

and i love all of them.....keke*

keys to my heart

2005-12-23T15:14:00.000+08:00

found this quiz n i did it of of curosity...
hmm....its quite true ba....exp for e last part...
keke..i don think of relationships as a plaything......
otherwise it spoke my mind~ =p
go try it~

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2005-12-23T15:10:00.000+08:00

I DID SO MANY INTERNET QUIZZES!!!
that i'm starting to think i'm very bo liao...my gosh*
oh well....
any way this is interesting...
my power colour is gold...
and i thought i will be blue...
simply a blue colour freak....
erm...any way...wads a power colour??...keke*

Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest:

You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you.

At Your Lowest:

You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life.

In Love:

You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude.

How You're Attractive:

You passion for life makes others passionate about you.

Your Eternal Question:

"Am I Having Fun?"

What's Your Power Color?

i'm a passionate girl....wink*

2005-12-23T15:03:00.000+08:00

yup i did more of the internet quizzes...
and guess wad i found out....

' who are you in past life?'

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Lazy Cannibal.

Where You Lived: South Africa.

How You Died: In Childbirth.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

simply perfect.....

2005-12-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of my two week holiday...
stay at home sian sian sian....
tv no shows...
online nth to do....
haiz........
bored sia....
anyone woe want to go out jio me k....
plz plz plz...
keke.....
haiz...too sian le so juz any hw blog...
on a happier note...after two weeks of holiday attachment le...
yea~
keke....hope it will be fun...a least i'm going wif some of my bez buddies..

2005-12-04T20:13:00.000+08:00

AND I BLOG AGAIN.....

so long never blog le...a bit rusty...i'm simply lazy man...
haiz...so much happen..yet i donno how to put it into words...
exam in one day's time..yet i don feel like studying...liaaooz
my class organized a theme party n we got full marks for it...the first ever 100 i got in my life
i juz did my pratical examz...
overall i'm quite happy wif it....if only there wasnt any theory exams for us...
we paid sch fees to hlp safti wash plates..way into the morning...
tired tired tired
i got yet another entry for my relationship failures...
haiz....mentally tired...
one side of me want to rest...another part of me want to go on...
liaaaooozzz....
i better go try study ba..
don want to flunk yet another exam...
::::::signing out::::::

2005-09-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

todae i took my third written test (food service management) .....
its slighty better thn my past two test..beverage knowledge and econs....
i will flunk my beverage 4 sure...n i'm prayin for the rest to past....
arrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhh......
wah liao.....
die lor!!!!!!
haiz............
nvm...now muz start takin notes liao....
one gd thing is...next don have to worry about exams le...cuz over liao..yea~
but sian lae....holiday still gt to serve pple food....ahyo....

2005-09-07T20:03:00.000+08:00

wah lua.....i wan to redo my FnB operation sia......i'm so nervous.....i didn't do my thing well.....the table colth changing is ok.....but the worst part is my napkin folding....i folded one of it..tricon, wrongly...arrrgggghhhhh.....pluz my hand is shakin after the wrong fold....damn...
i think me and the pple using that table all pick the hardest one....haiz..wish i could redo so that it could be better...but its too late now lor....
cutlery setting is the thing i have least confidence.......summore Mr baljit is the examiner...arrgghhh....i'm the last one to finish cuz i keep adjusting....and my end product look messy to me.....but Mr baljit didn't say or point ani problems like he did to others....i wonder if it is bcuz he noe tad if he point out the mistakes it will delay the others 4 one hour...ah yo....die liao lor...
overall i pass la.....but i don think i pass well....haiz.....hw i wish i can noe hw well/bad i did....
well....i cannot drool on tiz le...my FSM project haven finish lor....ah yo...i cant find anything about europe cuisine lae.....haiz.....

2005-09-06T21:23:00.000+08:00

arrhhh.....damn...totally flunk my barshowmanship.....ah!ah!aaaahhhhh!....
first of all...i'm the first person to do the drink...my brain is totally blank...if u knock my head...u will hear the sound effect of two coconuts.....
secondly.....i picked from the mystery tissue box all the drinks tad i never really learnt well...
the teacher veri nice lor...give me three chance...luckily in the end i gt a veri easy one....
haiz....the fourth time i went up thn i do my drink lor...die liao..dunno whether teacher will minus mark...ah yo....suay ar....
jenny lai finally found my paper...yay, mygosh i pass lor.....all the pple reading tiz better nxt morning rush to buy 4D or TOTO......i think will have high percentage of wining lor
from the first lesson to now...i don understand wad jenny lai was sayin....
but sad thing is...my eng failed by half a mark...haiz....
well...gt to do my project liao...cuisines of the world.....only half way through lor....haiz...

2005-09-05T19:13:00.000+08:00

some things i hate about myself.....
i'm always fat..disgusting.....
i cry easily....
i get mood swings.....
i fall in love so damn fast n furious.....
i always get hurt....haiz.....
pple find me disgusting as time gets by....especially gals....i think its bcuz i always go around hugging pple....thus they think i'm trying to act cute.....
but the problem is....i realli love to hug pple....its in my nature i guess....i love to hug pple....especially gals...cuz i like the warmth feeling....
so i guess its bcuz my character sux....so pple hate me......haiz.....WHY!...WHY!......WWWHHYYY!
as i take the LRT home.....i buried myself in thoughts....i thought about hw my realationships/crushs all become a failure....
first one.....i start to like boys at a age of 12......n i gt hook up wif my cuz...horrible choice....we spent so little time together....our bond and love fades after three years....
second one....i fall in love wif one of my classmate.... turn out hes not realli interested in me....juz lookin around 4 a easy catch...pluz hes a bloody playboy.....
third one.....i crush again....stupid crush...i like tis guy cus hes nice and i thought he was interested in me...in the end it turns out he juz like being nice to all gals....haiz....
fourth one....tiz is slightly better...at least he realli likes me....but it turn out tad i don realli feel the bond...pluz i noe we gt no future cuz i don realli love him....i had only wanted care and concern....
fifth one....yes...i fall in love again....i donno y....but i get this special feeling wen hes around me....and i'm really begining to like him....but turn out tad...frm wad my frens say....hes not really interested in me...and i was thinking tad maybe he treat all the gals the same way...sob sob...
tiz is hw my heart breaks in different ways....
but of all this heart break one thing is same...in all my relationships/crush....pple around me always disagreed about woe i like...maybe they were right...cuz my love stories always end wif a heartbreak....
well.....still...i'm not gonna dool on it....wad is meant to is meant to be.....wad is not meant to be...i muz learn to let go.....
even if no one will ever love me....i savour on the fact i will still have some great frenz(my beloved brothers) and i still have my father wacthing over me in the skies....

2005-09-04T12:38:00.000+08:00

i decide that simple is still the best....so i change my blog template (once again) in to this nice simple blue site....
well...i had been so lazy to blog..but since i have time now..i may as well crab...hahaha
started sch on july05....been shatec student for about two months...found out tad hotel management isn't tad easy to study...but i'm not gonna quit....
pple in class are d greatest classmates i ever noe...
i still donno the names of all my trainers.....
projects nd to be hang up by next fri...but i'm still typin tiz post...
the exams are coming soon..and i haven start my revision..shit...
i suddenly found out tad my bf is not my mr right, n tad we will have no future...and so we become friends....
so now i'm still fat,still ugly, still bitchy,damn single....but i'm takin my time to find my mr right.....i learnt tad relationship can't be rash...
gonna end tis post soon or i will be hanging blank A4 size papers to my food service management teacher.....
ok....tads all i guess...too buzy to type animoe...i can smell my mum's curry chicken drifting from the kitchen....

2005-06-14T15:00:00.000+08:00

went with my ' da tuo ' hubby to jurong point todae....we caught a movie ,mr and mrs smith.its ok , i think, kind of boring at someparts...a tinny bit RA, mostly the best part is seeing hubby brad and loving wife jolie try wipe each other out....a very short ending....my hubby seems unhappy with d endin...lata we spent 1 hour on the train to general hospital to visit his frend .........working at the florist shop...lata we spent another hour getting back so tad my mum won't kill me..i lost my voice yesterday..so i sound awfull...the whole day i'm unable to speak much....nxt week i'm gonna to take a medical check up for my takin on the hotel management course....haiz...so troublesome...well...i'm gonna start sch soon...4th of july...so i'm quiting my work at ten mile sheng siong tis saturday....well...i sure will miss the people there...they are so cute....but i will not miss the work...so tiring....thinkin of going back to work yesterday and i'm startin to feel sick...

sista wedding!!!

2005-06-11T15:46:00.000+08:00

today is the offical day my sis gt married....i feel realli happy for her and me...for her becos she has now a family of her own....for me becos i have one lees person to constrict my freedom...muhahaha...well i woke up is moring about 9 i think....thn i hlp my mum with washing of veggies while she cook up a feast....and we gt bz until about 1030, the makeup artisit had came and put 1 inch long eye lashes and 1mm thick(maybe) of makeup on my sis face so that she look like the pretty gal shes suppose to look like, the whole hour they are inside the materbed room...my makeup abd the bathroom is in there....so went the pple start coming, i'm at the living room lookin all dirty and smelly wacthin sponebod squarepants while wishin for my sis to be faster..

finally they are done...i rush to get my stuff and get myself ready....took a 5 min shower and slap on a little makeup.....just nice...the groom has arrived....the 'sisters' or rather aunties rush to serve as guards , they demand hao baos and 'force' him to finish one big slice of water melon within one min.....and he was requested to sing a love song and my sis for the wellfare of everybody stopped him b4 he gt to second verse...thn we all ate....gt on the cars ...wnt to vist my sis huse...the her in laws' house where we ate again....thn the rest of us went back to my house to rest....
lata at 5pm...i went to shower and put a nice amount of makeup and gt all ready to my sis wedding dinner...mostly its all eating and nothing else....the food is very chinese so i was rather disapointed as i was hoping for somethhing more interesting.....as we are on the girl side we are suppose to leave early to let the groom's family and friends party.....so i went back home with my cousins and their mother in a cab

2005-06-04T17:29:00.000+08:00

FINALLY UPDATED .....
This few months i realli am too lazy to update my blog or attemp to liven up the 4e3 class blog, but in this few months,wonderfull things had happen to me and i decide on this day,at unearthly hours of 2am write all that had affected me this past months,first thing first,i had finally gt myself out from tad bloody job in this fashion and gt my self another bloody job in sheng siong,well...its not tad bad but if yur cash count isn't balance at the end of the day u have to do extra hours of work, and that is so dam tiring and frustrating...haiz...well, i'm quiting at the end of this month....may as well tough it out...i will not hell miss my job...but i will miss the pple there, after two months of workin together this pple had become my friend....just last month wic is few days b4, two of my closer colleages had quit to contiune their studies in malaysia...and we had a farewell party cum birthday party in kbox just yesterday,i'm startin to miss them cos i may never see them again...its like such a sad affair,haiz...i finally gt a blast of hw terrible my singing sounds..call me miss monopoly..compare to those sweet voices of the gals around me,i don even dare to touch the mike after some feeble attemp at some songs, all went well and everyone is getting cozy thn den den den~thnks to the curtosy of my mum i had to return home at 12 sumthing and the saying of gd byes seem so rushed,i'm startin to regret of not makin a better farewell,sumtimes its so frustrating tad my mum had to be so strict on me,my bf actually had to escort me back home (no more mrt,only taxi)thn went back to kbox so tad my mum don kill me...haiz...speakin of him....u may wonder y suddenly proof* and i had a bf.....actually we had been together for about a month,we start datin on third of march, so yesterday is the 31th day we been together.....seem so short yet so long....well,to mark this special day, i wrote a letter to him sayin hw much i appeciate him.....sound so childish now i had done it but it seem to have touched him =p...well.. compare to the blizzard and unromantic relationship i had in the past,i am completely in bliss now...he's realli nice to me and treats me well, the onli problem now is tad i fear i am not good enough for him....well..still..i will continue to treasure this relationship till *touch wood* it ends...well, its like rather late now so i think i better slp....to continue see my yakkings and blars, continue staring at the screen...no la bluff la...i may be too lazy to update anymore..haz=p....gd nite....or gd morning, thad is thy question

count down begans

2005-01-22T23:41:00.000+08:00

haiz.....struck in a job wic i hate is realli horrible and vegetable (ps...theres two vegetarians who work there...and they smell like "mooooo"..hope u noe wad i meant) well i decide to work until the last day of may...regardless whether i can study in poly or not...so to make me get on wif the bloody f******* job...i'm gonna count down to the day wen i can finally retire!!!..i noe it sounds loony and weird...but countin down makes time go faster...don believe?...try out yurself lor...so tis is the 22th day at work...wic means i gt 129 day to go....wish me luck guys..sob sob...

damn boring job

2005-01-11T11:07:00.002+08:00

11 days on my job...and i'm bored to tears.......not tad it is very hard work...just rackin the clothes and arranging them nicely.....but it is so boring....and the pple working there...wow i muz say they have very strong will power...10 hours in a shop every day...and only one day to rest per week....i almost cannot stand it animore...so boring sia....wanted to find a new job ...but kinda troublesome.....and my mother disagreed that i change job....but i realli donno hw am i gonna spent another few months in tad jod....i'm sick of that place

job seeking

2004-12-31T22:13:00.000+08:00

haha...i'm finally back frm malaysia...past few days i have been troubled about finding a job b4 i could get the results...and i finally found it today....it's a full time job at a fashion store...gonna report to work tml...hope i can ge use to it...gonna miss a lot of great tv shows..haiz...well..cuz my workin hours are like almost whole day...i think tiz maybe the last time i update my blog lao...haha..well..i'm now all nervous about the o'level results we are gonna get in two month times...hope i could pass all my subjects....well...its goodbye 4 now...wish u guys all the bez

2004-09-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

sob sob.....so sad.....pass my science...but fail my social studies!!!...wahhh!!...it's the end.....lata...go ITE..ah bu sure chop off my head one...the other subject hor...i think at best can onli juz pass....ah!!!i wan to pass my maths la...i gt study one lae!haiz..moody cuz of the results...the last remaining time i gonna study like mad...u all too keep it up...we will all kick o levels arse!!!

2004-09-29T08:17:00.000+08:00

another peaceful day.......haha, gt through the Dnt prelium...yea!!!!but siao alreai la...i didn't do a 6 mark qn....arrrr!!!!!!...well, all is over...let fate decide....well,after prelium went to yan shan place to play bowling.....my poor lao po still nd to go 4 extra lesson by steven koh.....poor thing..and i broke my thumb nail,sob sob playin bowling...my nail always break when bowling lae...next time put plaster first haha...most of the balls i serve went down the drain , but i manage two strike!!!yea!!clap~clap!hhohoho...ok la...don lame alreadi...buae buae

2004-09-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha......tml is Dnt prelium.....and the last one.....finally...this few days didn't study much for my prelium...so get back papers sure all red one....30 of sep is my mama birthday!!!happy bithday uma.....and tody is the birthday of tad special someone of greenridge sec 4e3...zamir!!!happy birthday...wow...like a lot of pple birthday huh.....hehe....my birthday next month...so no present also give me yur well wishes huh...haha...i don mind u hitting me 16 times as long u don break my spine....i no i no...kind of lame...well nth to write....so...those who are taking Dnt tml....gd luck....!!!

2004-09-21T20:06:00.000+08:00

yae....finally....the 4e3 members recieve the class t shirt!!!!!!!!!i like it!!!!! so kawaii!!!!!!!!!!!!!arrrrr.....haha...well...the next important thing..the prelium...wah lao...the math sux man...well...at least my marks well,i can't understand the dam thing its like...i donno whether its chim or easy..confuse confuse ar...oh well,,,,its over....hope o level will not be like it...erm...so far had took three prelium papers soical studies, english and maths, tml geo....well, i think eng is ok...just tad i think iwrote out of point in my compo and soical studies, erm, all the topic i like came out but i don think i score well...hai...nvm...lets keep it up!!!!!

MEMORIES

2004-09-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

yesterday is so fun.....at our 4e3 class bbq.....well, not only 4e3 are there , a few pple from other class join in to,haha...i feel tad there are more like 4e3 pple thn those woe never come.....okok..sorry..plz don take offence ok???i slap my mouth...haha...well, i spent most of the time riding the bike while si hui and zul and other pple work on the food....the sea view is really nice......and the storm really cold....haaha....u no wad...we didn't back down....they hold a umberlla over the bbq pit and continue to cook!...wow...power....it's the first time i can anione do tis...haha......it really helps u wif yur trouble when u go to the sea,,,,the view is so nice and the wind so fresh....haiz...tml nd to go to school for extra lesson lao........sad sad....

2004-09-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

yea.....going to BBQ tis mon...haiz....DnT teacher want us to go to school in the morning though...how ar?...well nvm....haiz....not all the pple frm our class is going to the bbq.....so sad.......
tis few days been tryin to find a suitable skin for the class blog....but ah yo....all not very nice lae.......

2004-09-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

i will be right there waiting for you.....

finally gt time to post sumthing haha.....well tis few days school is much more interesting than normal,we have the art feastival wadever and fund rinsing 4 the need(i hope we win!!!!!)haha,watched mean gals for feel at school,its not bad,quite touchin at the end,tml i'm gonna watch shiek....spiderman 2 if mr ho don't give us extra lesson...haha,tis fri can wear anything we like,and probally we r going to get our class t-shirt soon!!!

2004-08-21T20:22:00.000+08:00

i lay my love on u

haha.....this few days i been so buzy doing 4e3 blog tad i didn't update my own blog,u should see the 4e3 blog,its packed wif pics of us......haha...well now the pre-prelium is over,haven gt the papers back though....scare i fail all lae....sob sob....well everyone......the be-yurslf-day is cuming....haha...i wonder wad the hell we can do for the charity...our school is alreadi tryin to save paper...haha...well look like its up to us...muahaha...hey zamir had made a blog for me...its meishanisahoe or sumthing like tad...quite nice la....

cum on every body..sing!

2004-08-13T16:09:00.000+08:00

today social studies pre-prelium.......wah lao....no time to write man......all my point is written in the question paper...but no time to to write in foolscap!!!!!!!ahhh!!!!fail la fail la....haiz....asked my mother whether to retake chinese(i gt grade 5....and onli pass 4 oral..sob sob...)n she said i will be siao if i don retake......i gt a vurglar mother...haha.....well....still gt four more days to go....i wish all the pple of greenridge sec 4 will get the grades they want(i no i no....its not important...)gd luck everybody *tink*

2004-08-11T16:16:00.000+08:00

cus u be in my heart,yes u be in my heart,from this day now foever more

wah.....tml is start of pre prelium...scary...haha...today very down on my luck arr....i put my sis harry potter book under my table and the bloody CPAC pple took it....wah piam...the person who took my book...if u r readin tis...u better fu#ckin return my book..or i will chop away yur little dicky(if u have one)...so beware.....hahahahahaha...tonite gt singapore idol...muz be very funni one...i want to watch! haha...if u guys can hear the song of my blog...its u be in my heart..from the movie tarzan.....u may have to wait for a while for it to finish loadin....dedicated to none other than jessie!!!!!haha...hope u like it..*peace*

NOTICE!!

2004-08-11T15:27:00.000+08:00

any eng songs u wan to hear in my blog??...just tag me on my tag box....i will try my bezt to put it on....n plz vote in my poll fast....cus the deadline is next fri!!!

2004-08-07T10:18:00.000+08:00

hmmm....donno y huh.....my blog gt a little shiok shiok...cannot c all of it....haiz....next time then collect it...now too lazy n donno hw to collect...now i'm in dnt typin tis...haehae...now leg very pain from yesterday's run..(ouch)...somemoe yesterday went shopping with my wifes...until my leg 'sour' haha....actually yesterday suppose to go orchard...but like sian...so went to jurong point....i have motion sickness all the way to there n back...haha..now chatin wif a bunch of idoiots ..no time to write

2004-08-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

love with your heart and soul......

tml is national day!!!!(erm..4 our sch)...haha..startin with the road run n then a concert....mr chui scared we go damage our sch image..so he kept checkin our hair....i think the concert will be almost the same thing as every year...but who nos??today our class get our first look at our class photo...ok la...look quite nice.....haha,but in the informal pic we look like a pyramid of pple...next time if can put down here..hehe...when walkin home...i saw the uni group pple practicing for our sch NDP,a bit like chicken shit dropin wen they bang their foot...but the formation is very complicated la.....so they doin quite good alreadi.....HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! GOD BLESS YA! I LOVE SINGAPORE!

2004-08-04T15:48:00.000+08:00

the frown on yur face let me no tad u hate me...i like it bez wen u say nothing at all

just now watch a cartoon.....quite interestin...something abou a gal woe have a great husband and son but still wan to keep a gigolo,u no the cartoon crayon sumthing,hmm4gt wad is the sumthing..pai sai pai sai...haha..a funni show..cannot stop laugin........today is another borin day....i'm glad to be in my current class as everyone is so funni...it just drives my moodiness away....i no pple say i saddist cus i jus no hw to cry la....but i noe no other way to express my feelings..so pai sai la.....jus leave me to be.....i'm a disgutin, ugly bitch tad everyone hates...hai...tads wad the shit i'm cryin about ...not about my stupid crush..its long over and i no i'm too disgustin and ugly to have a crush....

The end

2004-08-03T16:01:00.000+08:00

today,i finally thought it out, i will not think aout tad guy animoe...so galfrenz,i don like him animoe...give me yur support ok? Mr ho is rather nice to give us one more week to finish our work..but i think i also can't finish....hai....very bored ar....our sch like siao like tad...so strict!!!reali think u r a quality sch mae..haha...

i will suceed

2004-08-02T17:05:00.000+08:00

don feel my best today...again becuz of tad bloody idoit(sorri...too bad 4 u)....n some misuderstandin wof my frenz....but okok..i no its my fault...i shouldn't suspect u all n being so bad tempered...but i can't help it wen u all don tell me things......even though its not my bloodly business...u all pass paper here ...pass paper there...wah..i cannot stand it lae...u all plannin to bomd the sch???oh well...rite here...rite here...i'm gonna applogize to my two wonderful frens.....sorri 4 makin u all suffer...but u no la...tis few days i gt emtional problem huh....so pai sai la...hmm..think i will go skatin la.....

2004-08-01T10:28:00.001+08:00

i slp here......slpzzzzz

2004-08-01T10:28:00.000+08:00

neoprints....muhahahaha...pai sai...scanner can't work

2004-08-01T10:25:00.000+08:00

my cuties......haha

new day, new problems

2004-07-31T17:38:00.000+08:00

so tired today...don feel so cheerfull today cus upset about something ( can't write tad sumthing down...sorri...but my gal frenz should no wad la......i'm crushin on sumone woe hate me...)sob..sob......but no problem my frenz..i will try my bez to keep him out of my mind.....hopfully the crush will past.....(sign...)well, gt my new specs today...look a bit weird...feel so dizzy wen i first put it on...but now ok la....hai...gt the date 4 our guides goin skating..it is the day of our first eng o level paper...(how can!) ...wan to go...but not realli feel like goin lae...hw.....oh well...let god decide......god bless ya...

woohoo

2004-07-30T18:15:00.000+08:00

haha...finally foung a song suitable 4 my blog (tis is the nite..by clay aiken!!!) ....thnks to my helpful frenz.....been too buzy to write lately....goh mae nae ( japan 4 sorry...go figure)...well a lot of thing happen this few days...our wonderfull principal have kindly decide to increase the quaility of our sch( my assssssssssssssssssseeee) well,one of her rule is never borrow tissue paper during assembly,punishment? RPP......(bloody hell)....tad is so damn ridiculous..i laughed till i piss(no la......)...well thn today we have social studies test......think i flunk tad one (even thought i gt the ans sheet rite in front of me.well....no time to write much..i have to end here...hope black piece of shit give our class t-shirt design to old bitch soon.....

27,Tues 2004

2004-07-27T16:45:00.000+08:00

well,a tiring day(again), today gt mdm ho's famous lesson , sleepalogy,haha..no la....its english n social studies,n its like booorrriiinnggg. i think sleep thoughtout the lessons...deepest applogy,my dear mdm ho....well i have physic and chemisty extra lessons today........the chemisty test is rather tough( a ' bit' of a noise during test ar...) , the physic practical.....i think its pretty lame(measure the fall of temperature of hot water against time....).

2004-07-26T21:25:00.001+08:00

me again......

2004-07-26T21:25:00.000+08:00

my dnt project!!!

2004-07-26T21:08:00.000+08:00

hahaha

2004-07-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

me....

2004-07-26T21:06:00.001+08:00

a bunch of idiots...haha

2004-07-26T21:06:00.000+08:00

me and si hui

2004-07-26T21:05:00.000+08:00

shang min and si hui

2004-07-25T13:10:00.000+08:00

CUTE...

2004-07-25T13:08:00.000+08:00

THE SHANS N A HUI.....

2004-07-25T13:07:00.000+08:00

GRSS GUIDES in zhenhua sec campfire

2004-07-25T13:06:00.001+08:00

MY CLASS 2003 class 2004 cumin soonzzz

blue sky

2004-07-21T20:12:00.000+08:00

hiya.....i'm new here...offical signed in on 21/7/2004.....